These have been 4 very interesting years in my life, both personally and professionally. It has been, however, very difficult to combine my literary and political ambitions with my private and professional lives. In the last 8 months, this has become impossible. My new job required that I travel constantly (about 90% of my time) and I have to devote to my family the little free time I have left. Just as a reference, I will tell you my next 5 weeks schedule, Boston, Germany, Boston, The Netherlands, Boston, Ohio, Boston, Mumbai, Boston, Sao Paulo, Belo Horizonte, Boston.
In addition to that, I may be moving to another country in North Europe in the summer to optimize my travel and try to spend a little bit more time with my wife and children.
I want, however, end up this blog with a post that I would call, "Se'm cau la cara de vergonya d'ésser espanyol". It is really upsetting to see that Spain is governed by real idiots and that Catalonia is at the mercy of those morons. During the times of absolutism, it was somewhat logical to be ruled by idiotic monarchs. For instance, Charles II "the Hexed" DNA was more inbred than the average even for brother-sister matchings, his speech could barely be understood, and he frequently drooled (wikipedia). But now, we elect those same idiots. It is not that they are imposed on us and we cannot do anything about it. No, we are masochists and we elect them. No one wants to invite our monolingual politicians anywhere, we have to beg every time to be invited to the G20, even Sarkozy joked about the intellectual challenges of the Spanish prime minister, "but he wins elections", he added.

I left the country 17 years ago as a Spaniard with strong Catalan sentiment. I do not longer feel myself Spanish. Spain is for me like my ex-wife. I loved her, she was attractive and fun, but if I had continued with her, I would be now emotionally destroyed and financially bankrupt. Filing for divorce was a difficult decision that I never regretted. Catalonia should do the same with Spain, it will be tough at the beginning, but we will never regret.
In the fall I may come back with a new name, and maybe a different language. My style will continue to be the same, maybe a little bit bolder, since I will not show my real family name, but those who know me, will easily recognize me.
See you again - A reveure - Hasta la vista
8 comments:
I will miss your posts, Ian.
Molta sort, company. Passa't pel meu blog quan tornis, pq sóc una mica mema i no sé si et trobaré...
Ian, it has been great reading your blog. I hope you can work something out and come back soon.
If you are ever in Glasgow/Edinburgh in your travels, you know who to contact.
Jo, com la Nuri, et demano que em notifiquis la teva nova identitat. Perquè t'estaré esperant.
Lluis G.
(un català i, per desgràcia, també espanyol)
Trobarem a faltar els teus posts... però entenc les teves raons.
Fins la propera!
You never should say never again. You already closed once your blog and came back even stronger. I hope this will be the case again. Take your time, recharge your batteries (sure you need) and come back striking again those fascists and hypocrites that fancy themselves on defending Catalonia. Madrid style and catalan politics cannot laugh and win seeing how a critical blog in english disappears.
hey Ian! Glad to be remembered :)
Maybe you can try Twitter? you can still do short updates and they won't take too much time. if you are in northern europe - hope it's treating you well! till we meet again! :)
So you prefer Monti, Carod-Carallot, Laporta(quenaprenguincomserunxulomerda)i Mas(amiguet de Millet)! Well, each to his own, Ian.
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